Eidul Fitri 2018

My Family ... My Everything.

SHADES OF SHADE

😓

I miss you, I love you... Emmy Zul bin Mohamad.

The Prince and The Shoemaker.

Once upon a time a little girl dream of being a Princess. And meeting a charming Prince that would sweep her off her feet. In the real world, a Princess may not want Prince Charming. But just an ordinary Shoemaker. and it is not Prince charming's fault. You knows what's funny? In the end who knows? The shoemaker may not want the Princess either. Therefore it is not necessary for the story to end with "HAPPILY EVER AFTER". -Tutor Pleng-

   

After you left, I'm always sad

No matter how sad I am, the sadness is not enough

I look for a place to hurt and hide

In front of my dark house, in my stopped car, in front of your house.

Suatu saat kau kan kembali

Sungguh sebelum aku mati

Dalam mihrab cinta ku berdoa semoga

Suatu hari kau kan mengerti

Siapa yang paling mencintai

Dalam mihrab ku berdoa pada-Nya...

Andai engkau tahu

Betapa ku mencinta

Selalu menjadikanmu isi dalam doaku

Ku tahu tak mudah menjadi yang kau minta

Ku pasrahkan hatiku...takdirkan menjawabnya

Jika aku bukan jalanmu

Ku berhenti mengharapkan mu

Jika aku memang tercipta untukmu

Ku kan memilikimu...

I can't say those words afraid today

The words I prepared in front of your house

Even in my dreams, at least in my dreams

I want to confess those words as I look into your eyes

Words I really want to say tomorrow

Words I had no courage to say

Because I am afraid, because I'm so scared

Words I couldn't say for a long time in case you grew apart

I love you...

I Wonder If You Ever Just Stop & Think "Man, I Miss Her".

~Dear my the only one, Emmy Zul aka Kemmy, This song remind me of you...

Old Song ~ Kim Dong Ryul

Found an old tape unexpectedly and listen to one of the songs 
Clumsy piano performance but fresh voice
Smile at our countless memories
A song made for your birthday
Cheesy sounds even with no lyrics
You were delighted like a little child
You said you could feel all my hearts that were poured into
I sing it softly now and again and shed tears
Feeling envy of myself and missing you as well
On the old tape and in the old days
Smile after tears
Can't stop listening this song
Like a fool
After you'd been gone, time went by like a lie
Now I sing this song in front of people
Just like I used do sing it to you
Loved you so and missing you so
Every time I sing from our memories
I wonder how you feel
When you listen this song from radio or on street
With all those decorated emotions and fancy words
Being worried now if I made you cry again
Sorry, but I still wish I could reach you again by singing this song 
Wonder how much you suffered
From those cruel words came out of my mouth and a dull mind
Feeling envy of myself and missing you as well
On the old tape and in the old days
Smile after tears 
Can't stop listening this song
Like a fool.....

Buat Kemmy Sayang... terima kasih kerana telah menemani dan menceriakan hari-hari ku sepanjang 7 tahun kebelakang ini. Biarpun sudah setahun lebih engkau "meninggalkan" aku...namun, kenanganmu tetap bersamaku. Semoga engkau bahagia dengan kehidupan barumu. Thank You... My 1st Love. Semoga hari-hari yang engkau lalui indah-indah belaka. Annyeong... Kemmy... krik...krik...krik... 

Ku Tahu Dimana Dirimu,Yang Selalu Menyejukkan Jiwaku,

Wajahmu Dekat Dihatiku,Dan Kau Selalu Ada,

Sang Penuntun Hati,Kau Buat Diriku Pun Beerti,

Aku Pun Tak Ingin Berpisah Dengan Mu Kasih

Kau Hapuskan Air Mataku,Yang Dulu Menitis Di Pipiku

Berpisah Jauhku Tak Mahu,Lebih Baik Aku Mati,

Sang Penuntun Hati,Kau Buat Diriku Pun Beerti,

Aku Pun Tak Ingin Berpisah Dengan Mu Kasih

Sang Penuntun Hati,Kau Buat Diriku Pun Beerti,

Aku Pun Tak Ingin Berpisah Dengan Mu Kasih

Sang Penuntun Hati,Hanyalah Dirimu Yang Mengerti,

Kini Ku Tak Lagi Ditemani Malam Sepi....

dedikasi untuk "K.Z" & "Z.H"

oh!! bukan mudah rupanya....